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As some of you know, I've been pretty inactive for a good while. Well, theres a reason for it. In May of last year, my wife Lisa succumbed to uterine cancer. I told myself that I'd stay active as an artist, but obviously that didn't happen. I'd start pieces, but not finish them as often as not, either because I didn't like the direction they were moving, or I'd just tire of a given piece. Effectively I stepped away from the art world for a year while grieving and dealing with the new mundane affairs of being on my own after 13 years.

It's been a year and three months and it's high time I re-engaged with painting again and got my work back out there. That starts in ten days. After two years of not exhibiting, I'm back at the Gencon Art Show this year. I'm also thinking very seriously of Con on the Cob, and probably one to three other shows this fall.

I finally invested in a good Epson large format printer, which let's me run prints at the sizes I worked on paintings. It's oddly encouraging to finally see pieces like the Runebound at full size and realize they really do look good. So, If you're attending and have a piece of mine you'd like to see a print of on the wall or for sale, please feel free to comment below to let me know, and I'll try to have copies available for it.

In the meanwhile, I'm putting one of my WIPs in scraps that I hope to have done for the show.

See you there! :)
  • Mood: Optimism
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:iconvamporchid:
~VampOrchid Aug 4, 2008  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I hope that diving back into your art will help you heal to a degree. You have my sympathies and best of wishes. Good luck.
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*MeredithDillman Aug 4, 2008  Professional Traditional Artist
I don't blame you though :(

Good luck at Gen con!
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:iconfuuryoku:
well, I do blame myself to a degree. Mentally I've been in an ok place for a while now, but I let the mundane things (like selling the house and getting into an apartment,) bring me down and get me to put off finishing pieces.
Thank though, Mere <hugs>
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*MeredithDillman Aug 4, 2008  Professional Traditional Artist
Moving is a lot of work too
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*DaniMyrick Aug 4, 2008  Student Digital Artist
I think it is wonderful to see you around again after such a tragedy in your life. I wish you the best of luck getting back in the art scene. :nod:
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:icontizrak:
Ouch! You have my sympathies!

Grieving is a form of depression ... but it's a justified depression. It's not just biochemical, it takes time to work through such a loss ... and I think you were wise to take the time you needed. I also think you're wise to break out of it, because you don't want grieving to take up the rest of your life.

Wish I had better words for you, and I wish you the best.
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:iconfuuryoku:
well, the brunt of the grieving was in the first six months or so afterwards. (not that anyone ever stops completely.) it's all the mundane stuff and adapting to it that made it so easy to stay disengaged.

thanks though :)
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:icontizrak:
I know what you mean. It's not quite the same, but I felt a similar way right after my divorce ... It was like I was missing a limb, and numbness was almost more welcome than feeling things.

But it gets better over time, and I think the people who try to rush it end up just driving it under, so it comes out worse later.

Glad you're recovering!
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